Heartache & Pain

As I continue to work on my film I’ve been dealing with a dilemma that’s very difficult to talk about to anyone. I know for this film I’m opening myself up to the entire world but there are some things that I’m not ready for the world to know because in all honesty I don’t know how to deal with these issues myself so how can I open myself up to other people when I don’t know how to handle these personal issues in my life.

I mean I’m lonely as hell not just because I’m working on the film by myself at this particular time but I’m lonely because I don’t have anyone I can talk to about these personal issues. I know I have people in my life who support me and this film but I don’t feel like I have anyone who I could talk to and understand what I’m going through right now. There is so much heartache and pain that I’m going through right now it just hard to keep a smile on my face and pretend like nothing’s wrong.

I’ve devoted myself to this film and my future projects but it’s difficult for me right now to deal with my personal issues and I really don’t want it affect my film.

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Author: jcooper82

Hey everybody welcome to Justin's Wheelchair Chronicles. This is a blog that's dedicated to my documentary The Wheelchair Chronicles. I'm 35 years old and I'm a proud graduate of DePaul University. Currently I'm of member of Access Living's Young Professionals Council. This film is a journey into my life and the struggles, the obstacles that I go through in my wheelchair. I'm doing this film not only to show people who I am but I want to have fun filming my crazy adventures in the city of Chicago.

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